I waited for you like I said I was,
I waited, patiently waited for you,
I waited for almost a year
I guess my waiting was in vain
I guess I waited for something that I knew it was never going to happen.
Deep down, I knew it was going be this way,
I mean, you had already done this three times before, so what was going to be so different this time?
I feel so stupid because even though I knew this was going to happen, I still waited for you like a complete idiot.
I waited for something that was never going to happen
I waited for someone who never cared about me
I waited for someone who had already shattered my heart into thousands of pieces before.
I am not merely as mad at you like I am at myself.
I don’t know why I let myself go through this once again,
I don’t know why I thought it was going to be different this time
I don’t know why I believed you in the first place,
I dont know why I was so naive
Ugh… this feeling blows!!!
I am not mad at you,
Maybe we were never destined to meet
Maybe my only purpose was to be there for you when you needed someone to talk to,
We were never meant to be.
Once again, I am not mad at you
You are the best thinf that has happened to me
You are always going to have a special place in my heart and I will never forget you
You are someone very special to me and who knows
Maybe someday our paths will cross,
Maybe someday we will meet at coffee shop and we will both smile,
Our eyes will meet and it will be like everything we thought it was going to be that first time we were supposed to meet.
Until that day comes,
Know that I will never forget you
Know that you will always have a special place in my heart
This may sound kind of corny, but it’s true.
Years will go by and I hope you will remember me just like I’m always going to remember you…